In pandemic period, all people believed in Jesus. Why you believed, because death was in front of you? Where are-you now? You forgot your God, church is now so far; look you are at home all Sundays.
Look in you, you think you are too bad to seek God. Come like you are, I will welcome you, the bible said. Look Mary of Magdala, she was ... she went to Jesus and she was the first to see Jesus resurrected. You are not too bad to go to Jesus.
You have choice to decide the future of your life.